Improvement starts with I..

Improvement begins with myself,

I have to work for myself, by myself,

I realized I couldn’t heal.

Pretending I wasn’t hurt, I concealed.

I wanted to be the reason for someone to smile,

So I made him happy, not shedding tears for while.

I stopped discussing my feelings,

No one cares I was realizing.

I celebrated all my win,

No matter how small, I enjoyed the spin.

I started enjoying with people of my choice,

Never letting my critics to rejoice.

I existed with my own terms,

Two plus two was five in my sum.

I mastered soft and strong emotions,

Now I could choose and pick no more commotions.

I made my confidence like muscle very strong,

I used it often, nothing could go wrong.

My deepest pain was denying my feeling,

Just making others comfortable never revealing.

I wanted to be original and not a carbon copy,

So stop writing on me, no prints on my canopy.

I am valuable, my worth does not decrease,

Just because some foolish person was unable to perceive.

I was now deep rooted, and in deep water,

They grow, they are silent, noise does not matter.

I choose my words like keys which opens right heart,

Wrong key always shut and depart.

My rule is be number one and never number two,

So always lead your ideas don’t stand in a queue.

Risk or regret you choose,

Dreams don’t dare unless you do.